so I have a facebook

so I see some of my old high school or even junior high school mates. I was pretty much the loner. The outkast. The shy. The quiet person. I am still that type of person. Havent changed one bit. The only thing that has changed is.....I am bit more meaner and tougher on people. But thats about it. Notice that everyone is doing well, except for me. I am struggling. I am pretty close to losing my place. I got no where to hide. Times are tough for me. Paychecks are hard to come by this time. I was thinking about selling my t.v. or something. Or....move out of state. Since I like to be alone and handle things. Its weird that all of my classmates have success but not yet for me. I also took a huge cut back on going out. Instead of doing something fun every week. Its more like.....doing something fun every 5 weeks.