so I have a facebook

so I see some of my old high school or even junior high school mates. I was pretty much the loner. The outkast. The shy. The quiet person. I am still that type of person. Havent changed one bit. The only thing that has changed is.....I am bit more meaner and tougher on people. But thats about it. Notice that everyone is doing well, except for me. I am struggling. I am pretty close to losing my place. I got no where to hide. Times are tough for me. Paychecks are hard to come by this time. I was thinking about selling my t.v. or something. Or....move out of state. Since I like to be alone and handle things. Its weird that all of my classmates have success but not yet for me. I also took a huge cut back on going out. Instead of doing something fun every week. Its more like.....doing something fun every 5 weeks.

Merry Christmas

hello

and happy new year.

Wild hockey with kids

So I had to chaperone tonight. Actually Iwas lucky enough to score a ticket. Because 1 person didn't show up. Plus needed a tough guy presence. LOL Only 1 other staff lady went but she was under 21. So basically........I was the oldest one out of everyone. We were able to get Suite tickets from MArion GAborick....I know.....AWESOME. Heck we even got on the Jumbo Tron. LOL

But it was crazy, the kids were wild....pun intended.....???!!! One of them got caught drinking. I felt like babysitting thorugh out the entire time. It is my job but hell I am trying to watch a frickin game. Sad part is.....they were thye only black kids. I kinda watched there back, so nothing happended. I have been to a WIld game before. But the Kids were crazy!!!

I dont have a clue

I take a bus. Or maybe a limo. Taxi is ok. LOL I get by just fine. Someday I will have a car. I do have a drivers license but ran into some issues. lol

the single life.

bleh. LOL Not much to write here. Just single.

Homeless love

so I volunteer at a shelter. Once a week. Been doing it for about 2 years. Usually see the same old people, or new ones. So I understand the system. Anyways, sometimes we get......college students here to volunteer. So the other day Bethel College came here. 4 girls 1 guy. Doing it for school. I usually tell them some things about homelessness that they dont know about. So I was having a conversation, a homeless guy, pretty young, was talking to one of the girls, but wanted to talk .....one on one. So I let them. Most of the girls are either 18-20.. So 10 min later, girl comes back. Saying that the guy trying to hook up with her, flirting, etc. I usually dont mind, but.........lots of people dont realize that......ANYONE can be homeless with ALL TYPES OF BACKGROUNDS. This would include.................rapists,sex offenders, and convicts. So I thought it was cute, but I did kinda warn her about her safety. But I didn't want to scare her by telling that kinda stuff. The college kids usually come every week. But if he really starts to get aggressive......THEN I AM GOING TO KICK HIS ASS. So what if he is homeless.